Somewhere to Breath

In some cases there is a slight difference in losing someone because of their death and losing someone because they left you. In this case no one has left me and no one has died but the girl i thought i loved told me because she was getting to emotionally attatched to me she had to stop talking to me she broke my heart something i will never understand is why she did it? If she liked me why not date me why not go a step further? But i soon figured it out she liked my other friend who i call black man she broke my heart and then went to my best HBM i thought horrible but then i went back to the one person who might understand my pain cause i caused them the exact pain -.-